I started to feel afraid on how you make me feel. The conversation we had this morning could be the last. You discovered something I tried to hide. Maybe unknowingly I wanted you to know them I was just afraid to bring them up to the surface.
Right now I don't want to entertain such thought that I will not hear your voice again. I know it's all pretend anyway. How much you hurt me and how much more you can hurt me is beyond manageable and incomprehensible. I want to live my life in my own terms not under the circumstances you're giving me. You don't see my value and I guess you never will. I will sleep well tonight inspite of this. I am ready for anything. I don't deserve any pain anymore.
Right now I don't want to entertain such thought that I will not hear your voice again. I know it's all pretend anyway. How much you hurt me and how much more you can hurt me is beyond manageable and incomprehensible. I want to live my life in my own terms not under the circumstances you're giving me. You don't see my value and I guess you never will. I will sleep well tonight inspite of this. I am ready for anything. I don't deserve any pain anymore.
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