My Christmas in KL

Yey! Or no Yey! I was really not feeling the vibe to flying on a Christmas Day if I won't be flying to New York... 🗽But what to do, I got Malaysia for Christmas 😔... Thank God that the load was light and the six hour flight went like a breeze while sipping green tea ( struggling to keep myself awake) the whole time.

Well, it's been a year that I didn't get KL in my roster so somehow it's quite fair I get to fly here and do some catching up with shoe-shopping .

The Purser invited everyone for a Christmas dinner but I decided not to join them since it will definitely involve some serious drinking. I'd rather get drunk buying pretty shoes for myself! 😊

I love the new hotel. The view was spectacular. And the tv channels were not bad. I bought some Local Malaysian food for my Christmas Eve while watching Brave on Fox and the VS fashion show.

I slept for 12 hours and now eating pancake for breakfast .
Not bad at all to be spending Christmas alone in a Muslim country...
Cheers !

Ho! Ho! Ho!

There was this one time...

When u can't sleep at night and you're asleep all day , you call and let's watch the sunrise...

My body is a wonderland... And I take care of it... #inspiration

Waiting waiting waiting ...
I'm bound to NYC again!!!! Yeyyyyy!!!!
Been so busy lately running errands and all. Never really realized its almost a week already before Christmas. Hooray!

Still not finished buying presents...
I hope New York will not be so cruel as I come raid the stores today... And tomorrow.
Wish me luck!

I'm in a New York ...state of mind...

Missing the pork ribs and the chocolates in Lviv

In Other News... I am a crybaby

 I know, I've been bombarding my blog with nothing but pictures from our recent Ukraine getaway. I think 20 days is  a reasonable amount of time to capture about a thousand photos. I guess I loved vacationing so much that I am finding it hard to move on--- and get back to my normal life.

I decided to write a bit.
I miss those moments when I just sit and ponder.
Lately, I've been having some real nasty fights with my brain. Too much free time can sometimes lead to overdose of self-introspection. I over analyze. Sometimes I over-achieve chores that are still  due in two weeks. And in the end I am  left with nothing to do then create "things" that normally don't exist just because my mind began to puncture.

Oh my. Welcome to my female brain.
And on top of that I decided to get off the pill.

I was thinking not to write  about this but I just can't pass the thought of not sharing how some little change can do so much to one's body.

For almost three years I rely on the benefits of bcp. I know men will never learn to understand about cramps and monthly period, and I don't expect them to give a damn. I just realize it's important to share the knowledge with your partner when you reach a certain age. My work is at stake and my future too so I decided to go back to the natural condition of my hormones hoping that this time they are well in sync.

To put things in layman's terms, I got off the pill because I am nearing 3-0. Damn!
And in a not-so-distant future I would love to conceive.
Yeah, it's not cool to talk about stuff like this.
It's just that since I stopped popping I am almost  on the verge of losing my mind.

I just want to put it out there--- hoping somebody can relate and hopefully soon I get back to my normal mental state.

Pregnant women normal cry with no apparent reason I guess same is true with women who recently got back to calendar method.

I really wish to think more logically in the coming days. I really want to keep the negative thoughts at bay.

Yay, it's gonna be my birthday soon.
And I decided to jetset to my homeland to avoid it.  (as if).
I never felt this 'old'... ( or maybe it's just the hormones talking...) 

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