note to self

eeeek!

i dunno...mmmm...something.something.like.it.

crushin' on you:-)

something to cheer me up!

Oh! My Dog - Longchamp from Coco Rocha on Vimeo.

Facing the Blank Page

It's officially the 20th day and honestly my patience is wearing thin. I no longer the one who complains a lot but this post will turn out to be a little less cheerful than my previous. My immune system is not very good in cold weather and since last night I am feeling embarrassed with my constant coughing. No amount of wool seems to produce enough heat to combat the winter and the cruel wind. My eyes all red and teary I started to feel self-conscious. So thank you for those who still thinks they're pretty. Hahah.


Have you been there, in that moment when what you've been wanting and waiting all your life has finally arrived? It's just within the touch of your fingertips however you cannot hold it yet since the package is still sealed and you need to sit and wait and kill time hoping that the next time the phone rings you can finally open it. It's gruesome. It's bloody murder. I've been praying nonstop and calling my dear-mother as well.


And during this time it's becoming obvious to the people around me that something HUGE is bothering me. I don't know what to say and so I end up avoiding most of them. What a girl to do? It's a top secret and as much as I want the whole wide world to know I just can't , not yet. I am dying to know too.

It's mine I claim it just like how I claim that the Universe always works in favor of me.

I am praying that while I am waiting for my name to be called the people around me will be more patient dealing my daily tantrums. Oh God...help me.

Beautiful things

Update

It's been a long while since I had written. The days go by so quickly since the new year arrived and I definitely lost the track of time. I've been so busy with work as usual and pursuing some dreams I have since I was 12. Hopefully everything will work out fine soon. The wait is torturing me a little bit and the cold weather has been much cruel lately. No doubt I am at the verge of getting a flu so I better take the meds now before it gets worse.

Between Hollywood Gossip and Thai food the other day as I spent the whole afternoon by myself I ended up pondering on what I truly want , long-term. A string of admirers starts to get the best of me as their phone calls start to bug me. But my dad was happy to hear that her daughter begins to entertain future prospercts and his dream of walking me down the aisle soon no wonder is appearing is his daily daydreaming every now and then. Unfortunately, nobody has ever made my heart to skip a beat. Sure, the flowers were beautiful and those magestic love gestures but for some reason, they get old easily. Am I really that difficult to please nowadays? My friends begged to give it a try but to no avail. I am whole now, I am not really sure if I am really looking for another half.

I left my heart somewhere. And as tempting as it is to talk every fiber of it, I decided to offer a prayer whenever it crosses my mind. I am just letting God do the works this time. I guess I had enough heartaches in the past that as bad as it sounds, I may not be ready to invest in another one again. What HE thinks will make me happy I will just trust and follow it. Anyway I am happy.

I hope next week I will receive the magic gift. For now, I have tons of books to finish, so if you just excuse me.

XXXX

Birthday Pics

amigas...

jassy and her jazz...

Chinchin, ate Clare, the hubby and the daughter in the Beats...

crazy people!


definitely crazy!

A whole-lot of reads

when my friend Kara left DXB to go home to prepare her wedding, She handed me a big bag full of these...I have atleast six-months-worth of chic-lit.

First Draft

I should be back on my feet right now. Juggling work, hobbies and people in my 24-hour day definitely is not enough. I almost always catching for breath.

Anyway, Happy New Year and All the Best to 2012.

The First batch

child@heart...it's really receiving and opening birthday presents that excites me...seriously? no!

Today I turned 18! ( hahaha)

Daddy's little girl is now a full-grown woman with an 18-year mind...LOL....!!!

Since Christmas I've been soooo incredibly busy. I spent my days mostly outside and just coming home to take a few hours to recharge or get some clothes. I welcome 2012 with my family and went straight to work. I owe this blog a whole lot of stories...

Today is a special day for me. I turned 18! .Will go party later with the most amazing people I consider in my life. God is Good. And I am truly blessed in so many ways. There's one christmas-birthday present that I ask of Him... and I am praying and hoping it's about my time!

will continue the rest soon...

Non-stop since Christmas...