I know, I've been bombarding my blog with nothing but pictures from our recent Ukraine getaway. I think 20 days is a reasonable amount of time to capture about a thousand photos. I guess I loved vacationing so much that I am finding it hard to move on--- and get back to my normal life.
I decided to write a bit.
I miss those moments when I just sit and ponder.
Lately, I've been having some real nasty fights with my brain. Too much free time can sometimes lead to overdose of self-introspection. I over analyze. Sometimes I over-achieve chores that are still due in two weeks. And in the end I am left with nothing to do then create "things" that normally don't exist just because my mind began to puncture.
Oh my. Welcome to my female brain.
And on top of that I decided to get off the pill.
I was thinking not to write about this but I just can't pass the thought of not sharing how some little change can do so much to one's body.
For almost three years I rely on the benefits of bcp. I know men will never learn to understand about cramps and monthly period, and I don't expect them to give a damn. I just realize it's important to share the knowledge with your partner when you reach a certain age. My work is at stake and my future too so I decided to go back to the natural condition of my hormones hoping that this time they are well in sync.
To put things in layman's terms, I got off the pill because I am nearing 3-0. Damn!
And in a not-so-distant future I would love to conceive.
Yeah, it's not cool to talk about stuff like this.
It's just that since I stopped popping I am almost on the verge of losing my mind.
I just want to put it out there--- hoping somebody can relate and hopefully soon I get back to my normal mental state.
Pregnant women normal cry with no apparent reason I guess same is true with women who recently got back to calendar method.
I really wish to think more logically in the coming days. I really want to keep the negative thoughts at bay.
Yay, it's gonna be my birthday soon.
And I decided to jetset to my homeland to avoid it. (as if).
I never felt this 'old'... ( or maybe it's just the hormones talking...)
I decided to write a bit.
I miss those moments when I just sit and ponder.
Lately, I've been having some real nasty fights with my brain. Too much free time can sometimes lead to overdose of self-introspection. I over analyze. Sometimes I over-achieve chores that are still due in two weeks. And in the end I am left with nothing to do then create "things" that normally don't exist just because my mind began to puncture.
Oh my. Welcome to my female brain.
And on top of that I decided to get off the pill.
I was thinking not to write about this but I just can't pass the thought of not sharing how some little change can do so much to one's body.
For almost three years I rely on the benefits of bcp. I know men will never learn to understand about cramps and monthly period, and I don't expect them to give a damn. I just realize it's important to share the knowledge with your partner when you reach a certain age. My work is at stake and my future too so I decided to go back to the natural condition of my hormones hoping that this time they are well in sync.
To put things in layman's terms, I got off the pill because I am nearing 3-0. Damn!
And in a not-so-distant future I would love to conceive.
Yeah, it's not cool to talk about stuff like this.
It's just that since I stopped popping I am almost on the verge of losing my mind.
I just want to put it out there--- hoping somebody can relate and hopefully soon I get back to my normal mental state.
Pregnant women normal cry with no apparent reason I guess same is true with women who recently got back to calendar method.
I really wish to think more logically in the coming days. I really want to keep the negative thoughts at bay.
Yay, it's gonna be my birthday soon.
And I decided to jetset to my homeland to avoid it. (as if).
I never felt this 'old'... ( or maybe it's just the hormones talking...)
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