For awhile I've been spending some time with friends and colleagues while waiting for my new place. Before, it will take some major appointments to invite me because I was mostly attached to some kind of routine. For years, I only follow one definite schedule. And mostly, I have no opinion.
Dubai is really a nice place. I can say that I already did carve my niche here. I have my church, a loyal set of friends, and hobbies that are worth pursuing and just within my arms reach, the job that I love and a grounded family who's always there for me. I realized those years when I was in relationship were the years when I felt most of the time empty. I did not have the chance to exercise my freedom. Out of love and fear of losing I tolerate such life.
It has been a constant struggle for me to be brand new. I meet guys most of the time. But I honestly left my heart somewhere. It will take time. But I am blessed that while I get to the healing part of who I am and the woman I used to be I get to share moments with people who are just amazing in all their tiny special ways.
I used to be carefree but only last night that I felt like a real one.
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| after dinner, we just took off and went to Jumeirah Beach late at night to just play with the crashing waves... |
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| you have no idea how much sand we have in our undearwear.... |
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| one of the moments that took my breath away |
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| when you have the best company |
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