Hello Tomorrow!

    I know it's not going to be easy. I am also well-aware that God knows I can make it out alive. I can endure it. He will show me the way. In times of doubt, in times of stress I know I will always find the strength to continue. Just make me well, don't let me catch a virus. Keep me away from colds and migraine. Long days will reward me soon.

    I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I miss my friends. I miss my heart beating fast. I miss the rush through my veins when he's near me. I miss the things that are faraway from me. I miss the electricity passing through me and shivers down my back. I miss you.

      Today, I met Catherine Baird at the Aviation Training College. What can I say, I was totally blown away. Out of 112,000 applicants only 3000 made it. She said we are the top 5%. She spent her weekend reading our file. And of course, she was expecting a lot from us. She deserved to be the Senior Vice President for Cabin Crew. She was so inspiring. And that's what I needed right now. Not everyone in class wants it as badly like some. Not everyone has the same vision of the future. But for me, I want to give my BEST. I never do anything half-heartedly. I believe that it's an insult to God if we don't strive to be the best that we could ever be. I believe too that He has equipped us with potentials to reach our goals. We need to push harder. I don't mean to be the queen of the world or something like that, to acquire power in such kind or to be famous just for the worldly sake of it. I just want to give it all out. I want to help others. I want to be a blessing to others for I have been truly blessed myself. I am no saint. I just want to keep it real. If only my mom is still here... I know she will understand me the most...

    Looking forward for my weekend break. I still have a few work to do. Buying make-up is one of them. They take grooming class pretty seriously here. I feel so much like a girl. I love doing free makeovers to my girlfriends and now I am tied to my red-lipstick for life. I feel special to have everything in sync.

  Can't wait to kiss someone sooner...