Monday, July 15, 2013

# blame it on watching too much scary movies

Sometimes I thank my imperfect vision for not seeing things clearly when I desire not to see them. When I am left alone in the house I dare not stay without all the lights on because whenever there something hidden under the shadows I tend to imagine stuff which only ends to sleepless nights or worse constant nightmares.
There were times I thought I saw something but since my vision is compromised I immediately shut down the thought. I am not a fan of Scary Movies, for they will give me a heart attack.
List below are some "signs" that tells you when  you've watched  too much scary movies already! 


7 Unsettling Signs that Ghosts are Real

So, I've always known that ghosts are real; I am pretty sensitive to them and I have the faith, but do you know what signs that ghosts are real you should be watching out for? Have you ever felt a really cold spot in your home that isn't near a door or window – or that hasn't ever been cold before? This is absolutely one of the signs that ghosts are real and that maybe, you should investigate a little more! Not all ghosts are bad, it could just be your loved one checking on you!

1. Random Cold Spots Throughout Your House

By far, one of the top signs that ghosts are real is all revolving around cold spots. These are spots in your house that you've never thought of as cold before … and there is no explanation for it! If you have random cold spots throughout your house, it could be because you have ghosts in your home that are lingering around!

2. Batteries Instantly Drain

I've actually had this happen when I was in Salem, MA, and I was taking pictures at the Burying Point cemetery. My camera was fully charged, as I charged it the night before and I waited until that night to even take it out of my bag. As soon as I started snapping pictures of what I know were ghosts … my battery drained completely! It was so spooky!


3. Random Knocking

What about all of the random knocking in your home? Do you constantly hear banging or knocking on the walls of your house or even on doors? That could be a sign of uninvited guests! Random knocking is a way that the ghosts let you know that they are there and that they are around!


4. Sudden Odors

These odors could be bad or they could be good, it all depends on the spirit that is around you. For example, my grandma always wore a particular perfume – when she passed on, I actually smelled her Chanel No. 5 all around my house, yet I have never even owned a bottle! If it is a bad spirit, the odor could be bad, so beware!

5. Odd Animal Behavior

Your dogs and cats are very, very in-tune with exactly what is going on around them and exactly what energy is out there. If you see your dog constantly following something around with their eyes or perking their ears or even barking at 'nothing,' it could be a sign that you have ghosts! Cats are the same exact way!

6. Orbs of Light in Photos

So, I actually have orbs in every single one of the photos that I take or that I am in. Do you have that? Have you ever seen that? An orb is just a ball of light that hovers and typically, it is a form of a ghost or a ghost that is trying to gain enough energy to become a mist or a vapor.

7. You See Mists Or Vapors

The mists and vapors are something that always scare me! I've seen these up close and in a few of the photos that I've taken and it's so, so creepy! Have you ever seen any mists or vapors before?


what do you think?
stupid or true?


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Saturday, July 13, 2013

Singing karaoke with the Script


To the Moon and Back

I stood there for two hours waiting for the sky to clear. I heard voices in the corridor so I decided to stay put, here in the place where I cannot be questioned, cannot be moved. I learned to listen to my own voice and play with time like they were just tiny drops of rain falling in my glass window. I learned to sustain my joy with just the things I have. The longings of my soul can wait and I am patient.

The thing with discipline is that you cannot pursue it if you don't have a goal to meet. There should be conviction that what you desire with your heart you can have it. Things may not be perfect now but everything in this life has its own time. So teach yourself to be happy, to feel peace, to feel content, to be excited, to nourish love, go for that dream and stay true to yourself, be kind to yourself.

I learned that the reason why some things turn out the way they did is for us to re-discover some things about ourselves. Why we do the things we normally do but to some they appear extraordinary. Maybe they got it all easy. They did not struggle and so they did not learn what it means to work hard. I glared at her as she asked me the question I found hard to answer. It was indeed nice to receive compliments but I certainly felt a bit undeserving since what I've been doing is what I've been doing almost all my life. She grew up in Sacramento, Korean descent but hardly speak Korean. She's lovely. It's been a long time since I found someone I feel so comfortable with to share tiny bits of myself. We bumped into each other once again in Beer Garden as the lovely Munich summer day awaits us. As I was lazily carrying my heavy grocery bag filled with liquor she screamed my name in the crowd of hungry Germans waiting for their huge-grease-filled pork rib barbecue.

"Yu-Mi! , here! "  I called her.
We shared the line to get our dinner. The middle-age German guy with blond hair asked me to come before his queue but I refused. Although I would love to go first I don't want to hear people cursing me even when I don't understand a word they say. The night was young and so did we.

The next day was promising. Although the young couple next door made it clear to me that they do exist a foot a way from mine with all their love sounds all through the night,  I managed to sleep tight which left me the following day with wonder  if I sound the same given the same predicament. Sometimes you have to see yourself in others in order to find yourself.

The way back was easier. Our Captain for the 2nd time I flown with him managed  again- to brought his daughter along this trip. He always deliver a very smooth landing. He's one of the few pilots who makes me feel like flying is not such a bad idea. Dubai in five hours and a gazillion thoughts lurking in my mind.

Like,  life is just your own cinema.
You choose how well you will perform and what roles you want to play each day.
Positive or negative we are here to reap what we sow.
You receive what you gave. So give good.

I returned past midnight beaming with hope. The soaring temperature successfully able to make all the trace of make-up in my face disappear. The heat was so intense I start to wonder if the moon started to emit heat as well aside from  just its usual beautiful, shining light.

Although the Purser may not be the perfect candidate for Ms. Congeniality I learned to focus my happiness on greater things. The easy flight, the lovely crew, the amazing food and my new perspective in life whenever a gigantic heavy cloud appears in my horizon.

Life is good. And it's getting better.
Sometimes you don't see what others can see. Just when you look deeper inside yourself, you will
be surprised that there's this awesome person who's been there all along just waiting to be known.
Be humble to receive the abundant blessings from Him, hold loosely with love to love forever and be filled with hope that your time is coming. You are born to shine. You deserve this insurmountable source of joy to live for the rest of your life!

Enjoy the weekend everyone!

XOXO

I'm so High with this song...


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